It's been long time now...really long long time. Seriously, I just haven't been able to conjure up some quality time to come online & post something, especially since the time I've been back in my college. What with the incessant power cuts and aweful internet connectivity....and to top it all, the hour-long wait necessary just 'coz the authorities say the UPS needs that time to get charged, every time the light's back! What a waste of resources, I'll say!!
It isn't that I have been away from the blogging scene completely...have surely been checking out my friends' posts, even commenting on them as and when I deemed fit. It's just that I used to get pretty lethargic when it came to updating my own space. I was just checking out one of my friends' posts while I suddenly felt the urge to write, all of a sudden....hence this post!
In the past few months, I realized quite a few of my old chums are already on the blogging scene & I was hardly aware. Two of them are
Paresh &
Vernika. Thanks to
Orkut, now I not only get to connect to my long lost friends, I actually get to know who all of them blog and who don't. It certainly feels good to know quite a few people in flesh & blood who too share your passion for blogs.
Well, I'm sure some of you would be wanting to know what has been happening in my life in the past few months, aren't you? Seriously, I haven't really been doing anything ultra-productive with my time. It's just that I'm trying to detach myself from the idea of a so-called "ideal society" that I'd always dreamed to transform the current scenario into. These few months taught me a few more lessons of life. These few months made me realize that it's high time I started sorting out my acquaintances in groups, just like in
Orkut (Oh boy, ain't I not hooked onto it real bad!! :-p). And it also made me realize that a saying that I'd heard long back, is pretty true. It says:
He who has many friends, Has none!
Suddenly, I realize that it's high time I actually started looking after myself, than making altruism my motto in life. Suddenly, I realized that to be successful & have peace, u gotta be selfish at one point in ur life, or other.
I'm still on my way of reinventing myself. But I hope I shall succeed in it, tomorrow, if not today! All I want is support, support from the people I love....supposrt from the people who care for me! That is all I want, that is all I shall ever ask from you guys!!
PS: What do you think? Didn't I spend the last few dormant months of mine pretty constructively??
